your sweet absolution is not my drug of choice baby
nor do I desire the sugary sopor of release in quite the same description,
I find no solace in those tweaks and tricks of light -
the steady progression of your every enamored list sits nearly askew
on a teetering inadequacy of my divine comedy,
the errors I reel off accept my useless virtues -
render me infertile in this barren scribbled land,
I can not write in sand and nor on water shall I remembered be
for this is my decaying life and the husk you love is me.